I don't understand how something that you were so familiar to, can be so unfamiliar now. The feeling is awkward, and I just want to get away from it. Talking won't do any good and neither would ignoring the situation. So you're stuck. Stuck into something you wanna get out of but just can't seem to because you're afraid of hurting the other person.
But how do you measure feelings? How do you figure out if its still there or if it isn't anymore? You don't. Things just change randomly and you have no control over it.
As far as you know though, you know you're not happy. It's time to start thinking about yourself more than the other person. It's time to make yourself happy and comfortable. You can't live in fear of the outcome, you just gotta suck it up & realize that things have changed.. x
